#18,786 The Bear in Me: A Study in Life, Passion, Sabotage, and a Return to Self, Simplicity, and Consistency

Day 18,633

The BEAR IN ME


 There were not many words. Not everyone loved Bear Season 3, Episode 1. 


* Warning: Some spoiler alerts if you haven’t watched yet, but really not many.

Some say it is life-changing. 


At first, I was watching, thinking this was just one very last recap from Season 2. But there was a moment when a tear streamed down my cheek. I can't even remember when, now that I think about it, I and I didn't quite understand why, but I started to understand more, and each acna read into it what it was for me in this individual I read. 

The pain of pain 

The pains of family strife and toil are taking a toll on you. 

In his case, he moved forward. We all don't.

We get stuck. 

We sabotage 

We miss love. 

We push love. 

We lose ourselves.

We lose others.

We F*up again. 

We are perfectionists. 

We drive ourselves to the bone.

We sabotage
past memories that haunt us. 


Why did we make that choice?
Why didn't you make that choice?
I wanted to succeed,
but I failed.
I want everything.
I deserve nothing.
Life can be simple.
See the small things.
Repeat. Repeat simply
Back to perfection
Find what you love.

Work hard. Give hard.
Realize there is more.
Trust
Hate
Forgive
Forgive yourself
Start Stop
Try again
Repeat

I went through every wave of emotion and every thought that took me through this sporadic, intricate, wild, and wily mind of what lies have offered. I never thought I’d be able to hear examining how the world has any resonance in my life, but now I wake up thinking about it, and I realize there are so many things that brought me to the point I looked at the last time I wrote. So long ago. I looked back and saw the sporadic heres and there of fleeing try's and attempts and sabotage and the giving up and saying that this is not me when it is so much me. And it's much harder to just give up friends. To lose hope is to lose yourself, which is what I have felt for so long. Many of you feel the same.

And the next day, when Carmy just started doing what he knows best—not forgetting what just happened—but just a moment of knowing yourself and what is the next best choice, and just starting again—and working through your relationships, most importantly with yourself. I haven't watched the other episodes yet. I don't know how they end, so I decided not to watch them, but episode one was truly life-changing.

WATCH

MUSIC from The Bear, Season 3 EPISODE 1

Episode 1 – “Tomorrow”

“Together” by Nine Inch Nails
Score by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross

[Verse 1]
I’ve become impossible
Holding on to when
When everything seemed to matter more
The two of us (All used)
All used and beaten up
Watching fate as it flows
Down the path we have chose

[Chorus]
You and me
We’re in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow
You and me
If the world should break in two
Until the very end of me
Until the very end of you

[Verse 2]
Awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
They pick and they pull, trying to get their fingers in
Well, they’ve got to kill what we found
Well, they’ve got to hate what they fear
Well, they’ve got to make it go away
Well, they’ve got to make it disappear
The farther I fall I’m beside you
As lost as I get I will find you
The deeper the wound I’m inside you
For ever and ever I am a part of
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[Chorus]
You and me
We’re in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow
You and me
If the world should break in two
Until the very end of me
Until the very end of you

[Bridge]
(All that we were is gone, we have to hold on)
(All that we were is gone, we have to hold on)
(When all our hope is gone, we have to hold on)
(All that we were is gone, but we can hold on)

[Chorus]
You and me
We’re in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow
You and me
Even after everything
You’re the queen and I’m the king
Nothing else means anything
— "Together" by Nine Inch Nails

More About The Bear

The Bear is an American comedy-drama television series created by Christopher Storer for FX on Hulu. Jeremy Allen White stars as Carmy Berzatto, an award-winning chef who returns to his hometown of Chicago to manage the chaotic kitchen at his deceased brother's sandwich shop. The supporting cast includes Ebon Moss-Bachrach, Ayo Edebiri, Lionel Boyce, Liza Colón-Zayas, Abby Elliott and Matty Matheson.[1]

All episodes of the first season were released on FX on Hulu on June 23, 2022; the second season was released in its entirety on June 22, 2023. In November 2023, the series was renewed for a third season, which was released on June 26, 2024. Ahead of the third season premiere, the show was renewed for a fourth season, which will film back-to-back with the third season. (Via: wikipedia) 

Website: Official The Bear on FX